FireWienie Posted February 7, 2015 Posted February 7, 2015 None of us expected it, Ray had not told any of us about his problem... If only we had known there was something wrong, there could have been a chance of stopping his death. Every time I had talked to him he always seemed happy, talkative, him and me always laughed at each others jokes. I knew him ever since I had started playing ET about 2-3 years ago... May he rest in piece, I know I am not the only one waiting for the last seen date to change from January 19th... RIP Ray, we will miss you... And yes I have repeated this 4 or 5 times but, he was a good friend to me, this counts as a huge loss... 2 Quote
BaRbWiRe* Posted February 7, 2015 Posted February 7, 2015 None of us expected it, Ray had not told any of us about his problem... If only we had known there was something wrong, there could have been a chance of stopping his death. Every time I had talked to him he always seemed happy, talkative, him and me always laughed at each others jokes. I knew him ever since I had started playing ET about 2-3 years ago... May he rest in piece, I know I am not the only one waiting for the last seen date to change from January 19th... For sure you are not the only one i check his profile everyday :/ RIP Ray, we will miss you... And yes I have repeated this 4 or 5 times but, he was a good friend to me, this counts as a huge loss... 1 Quote
doctordan70s Posted February 8, 2015 Posted February 8, 2015 I'm so sorry to hear this.rest in peace Ray. 2 Quote
Piotr2 Posted February 11, 2015 Posted February 11, 2015 I will say it my national language: "Śpieszmy się Kochać ludzi, bo tak szybko odchodzą" - "Let all be in a hury to love people, that they so fast gone away" Dear Explo!dI was always mad about your goombas Sadly You are no longer make me mad I wish you would do. 5 Quote
LOWLIFE :D Posted February 13, 2015 Posted February 13, 2015 (edited) I am shocked at finding out what has happened with Explo!d / Ray. I knew him for a few years, great guy. I'm truly out of words, It only seems like yesterday you were shooting me with the m97 to the face. If i had known i would have tried to cheer you up somehow. I only found out today as i have been not active the past month or so, but i am truly shocked and very saddened by your passing, never had i thought someone so kind and friendly could be in so much pain. I had a great time fragging online with you at all hours of the days and nights and cracking jokes with you as well. You were a good friend and a great person you always made me laugh and smile, everything that you said was always positive and not once can i recall anything negative from you at all , I will miss you buddy, it was a pleasure knowing you, the world really did lose a shining light. My condolences to you AnneLa and his family and friends, he was a great person. Rest in Peace Brother Your Friend ~LOWLIFE~ Edited February 13, 2015 by LOWLIFE :D 4 Quote
Clan Friend SunLight Posted February 13, 2015 Clan Friend Posted February 13, 2015 If i had known i would have tried to cheer you up somehow.You don't have to feel guilty for that. It's sad and terrible to say this, but as everyone who suffers/suffered of things like depression knows very well, it's impossible to prevent such things by just talking (or in any other way for that matter). (btw, saying 'suffered' is overoptimistic, because it implies you can recover from such things, which is totally false imho. People who 'recovered' never had anything in the first place.) 4 Quote
Helsen Posted February 17, 2015 Posted February 17, 2015 Wow, just reading this. What a shock! Although Raymond's own decision and he will have had his reasons, because of my work I know what a devastation it brings to the people left behind. There is the pain and sorrow now All the strenght and love needed to you all there And Ray, wherever you may be: I liked you a lot 7 Quote
CaThErInE Posted February 18, 2015 Posted February 18, 2015 Hi anneLa I'm so sorry for your loss your family is in my prayers and thoughts. RIP Explo!d.. 3 Quote
AbsoluteZer0 Posted February 22, 2015 Posted February 22, 2015 I cannot believe this is true... Ray was the reason I want to join F|A, we shared a lot of good nights and good fights... my heart bleeds for you and for the family he has left on the crude earth with the rest of us. I take some small comfort knowing that his mind is now free to fly. I have been an online gamer for 20+ years, since the days of text MUDs and before- and out of many thousands of people I have met none as funny, kind, intelligent and honest as he. My work takes me away from home and ET at times, and I have just come back after such an absence, to find this out. I count Ray now, when I count friends lost and drink to their memory. I am sending love and sympathy over the skies to you and his family, and I pray that you find peace in your hearts. Aaron (ingame AbsoluteZero) 6 Quote
CSL Posted February 24, 2015 Posted February 24, 2015 I cant beleive I missed this topic. I makes me sad when any person commits suicide all the more so when its somebody you know. My condolences to Ray's family and friends both in game and in real life. Gonna miss him.................... 4 Quote
AbsoluteZer0 Posted March 7, 2015 Posted March 7, 2015 I keep re-reading this thread, and I think what makes me weep by the end of it is now not the loss of our friend Ray as much as the depth, beauty, and number of people who are united in their grief. If I didn't love this community already, this would certainly cement it. 3 Quote
Popular Post Jhonny/Shinobi Posted January 19, 2016 Popular Post Posted January 19, 2016 Strange that it has been already a year. . . although we rarely talked in-game or on the forum, but you did kinda make a lasting impression on me. The map was Oasis and I was on the Allied team, when you gave me a compliment out of the blue in-game before leaving the server. It felt very strange but I ditched the feeling blaming it on imagination . . . some time later later I logged in on the forum and found this topic.Since then I have been keeping an eye on all those close to me and talked much more to about life and its ups and downs. Other people remember you probably for other (happier) reasons, but for this reason you now and then cross my mind and will continue to do so. Hope you have found some peace where ever you are. In memory of Raymon ter Laak aka Explo!d 13 Quote
Helsen Posted January 20, 2016 Posted January 20, 2016 was thinking about Raymond already a lot the last 2 weeks. May you be at a better place. 5 Quote
P8rpl3h4z3 Posted January 20, 2016 Posted January 20, 2016 im so sry for your lost, i wish strenght for you and Rays family 2 Quote
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