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Unbelievable !!! Some people are really gifted... or well trained ... or very lucky ... or good pc editors
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there is a bot actually called kat0n'sslave ? Weird !
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Nickname on nickname "ne vaut". Only frenchies will understand what I mean
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very intresting
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I'm back guys ! But not to smoking. It's all history now, and I don't think about it. BUT, something weird has happened, I feel disgusted each time someone lits a cigarette, the smoke now makes me wanna puke !!!! And it is really deranging since i got many smoker friends !
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I think it's almost over. Cough is better, crave is disappearing. Most of the time, I don't feel like having a cigarette, but sometimes, I miss it, but the crave disappears after a few minutes... First I was feeling depressed all of the time. Now I just feel depressed when I miss it, so it's just a few minutes, like 5 times a day. It's pretty hard, but it's getting easier and easier.2 weeks ago felt there was something missing in my life. Now I feel it is normal not to smoke, and that smoking is something "not natural". I can tell you also that my finances are better Thanks all for your support
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I am coughing the same shit you're coughing. In fact, coughing my lungs out is something that motivates me to go through with my project, because when you see what's coming out, you just realize how bad smoking is. Long live gums and candy...
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Day 5 ! Still holding on ! And the show must go on... It IS damn hard, but I am beginning to see the end of the tunnel. It is still far, but it can be seen. Of course, I'm eating 2 or 3 times what I'm used to eat. Of course I'm drinking and going to the toilets every 2 hours. Of course I crave for a smoke, for one puff, only one !!! Of course that makes me nervous, unhappy or unsatisfied,.... Of course I'm eating pencils and gums instead... BUT ... My cough is almost gone. No more headaches and no more fatigue, I'm always hyperactive. I'm full of energy. My performances are better (gf is very surprised and happy xD) I smell and taste stuff better. The morning smoke is not here to bring me down, and the lack of smokes is making me want to do many things I neglected before, just to keep busy... and I'm pretty proud of what I achieved until now. I feel I'm more alive, less dead, less lazy... Will keep you posted
