End of an era

[Koen]

Hello, this topic is going to make me look like a fool since my account is already disabled.

 

Before I go completely dark, I'd like to apologize for all the drama I've causes in the past, I know a lot of you don't like me, but this is a testament of how a trouble player can regret their actions. I hope you guys can continue what you have for many years to come, since I know for a lot of you this is a second home, and rightfully so. There's plenty of amazing people on here.

 

If I ever play ET again I'll do so on FA, probably with chat disabled and a different name.

~Koen

[von Rantala]

On 7/12/2018 at 2:39 AM, lurkman said:

Hello, this topic is going to make me look like a fool since my account is already disabled.

 

Before I go completely dark, I'd like to apologize for all the drama I've causes in the past, I know a lot of you don't like me, but this is a testament of how a trouble player can regret their actions. I hope you guys can continue what you have for many years to come, since I know for a lot of you this is a second home, and rightfully so. There's plenty of amazing people on here.

 

If I ever play ET again I'll do so on FA, probably with chat disabled and a different name.

~Koen

 

I have been out lately, but i dont think you have cause any big damage to our clan. Dont worry mate, dont be too strickt to yourself because we all go hard times. I won depression three time and been di*k to my closest ppls when i have been depressed. We humans have to get something where to unload our bad feelings, no matter if we are just angry or depressed, sometimes we just have to unload bad feelings and its good if you regred afterwards but we do mistakes when we are angry or depressed or in dark place as u call it. We are family in here and we support each others, as i sayed you before, just let us to help. Stay strong in there mate and we havent forgot u! Get your life in track and send re-apply once all is sorted out and before that let us help u. My pm is open. Cant check site now, so dropp message in there if u want talk.

Edited July 13, 2018 by von Rantala

[.KeLFOuTO!r.]

Damit I didn't see any of all that so I'll simply share how surprised I am. Hope you will still come kick my ass sometimes on Jay2.
And even if you don't, take care anyway. 👍

[Koen]

36 minutes ago, von Rantala said:

 

I have been out lately, but i dont think you have cause any big damage to our clan. Dont worry mate, dont be too strickt to yourself because we all go hard times. I won depression three time and been di*k to my closest ppls when i have been depressed. We humans have to get something where to unload our bad feelings, no matter if we are just angry or depressed, sometimes we just have to unload bad feelings and its good if you regred afterwards but we do mistakes when we are angry or depressed or in dark place as u call it. We are family in here and we support each others, as i sayed you before, just let us to help. Stay strong in there mate and we havent forgot u! Get your life in track and send re-apply once all is sorted out and before that let us help u. My pm is open. Cant check site now, so dropp message in there if u want talk.

Thank you von (and Kelf too :) ). Without going to much in detail, when I made this post I was a bit in a state of anxiety, and it felt like I had no one to talk to on here (which in the past I had, and I'm very grateful for this).

 

Posting this was a mistake (again), and so I'll apologize once again. I'm not quite sure how others perceive me, but I'd really appreciate feedback on my behaviour (i've gotten some in the past). I know its odd to ask this of a gaming community, but I meant what I said in my first post. F|Amily is real :)

[RendeL]

If you haven't deleted, our pm is open still. It doesn't mean if I started it, that you couldn't continue even if I didn't for a while :) So feel free to talk if you have something on your mind, I know it made me feel better when I shared my thoughts to you.

[Cit0]

To me this title has a lot of meaning for what's currently going on right now.  I honestly feel a new era is upon us, I know others may feel it to, and someone stepping up like this is not only amazing, but I really hope a catalyst to others and the spread of a new wave of thinking for all those who are now coming to the light.

[RedBaird]

When I noticed this topic, I informed the Leadership and purposely did not reply, so that von Rantala could be the first here.

 

@lurkman / Koen, your post here was NOT a mistake.  You can "drop in here" from time to time, just to say "HI !" and tell us how you are doing.  We don't need to "steal time from your RL", but do keep us informed, please.

 

@RendeL , you will have to PM " @lurkman " to chat with him.

[RendeL]

Ah removed my "like" to "thanks" @RedBaird

Pm sent again!