Sorry the way I just vanished all. This is M!LF

[MOCO]

Hey guys, I want to apologize for just vanishing the way I did. I know I don't need to tell you all my life story, but its ok, you are my friends. First of all, I was getting annoyed having to learn all the stuff to be a member, but it is not why I left. I honestly had no idea that I had to learn stuff to be a member, until I started being asked. So, you all know I was taking care of my mother-in-law. She started getting bad and it was getting hard on me. She passed away in early May.  Also, my daughter had been pregnant with twins, and we thought she lost them when she miscarried. She woke us up one night and told us her stomach was bothering her, so her boyfriend was taking her to emergency. We actually thought nothing of it because it's happened to her before and was a cyst that was removed. We get a call from emergency that my daughter was going to deliver a baby with no heartbeat. We were in shock and ran out of the house and headed to the hospital. We get to the hospital and a nurse ran out and told us they found a heartbeat and the baby was breach and this is why they could not hear anything. Being there were twins at one time the baby was in a very strange position and my daughter felt nothing and was never showing. The baby was healthy baby boy, and I am now a Grand Father. He was born in February and is a blessing. he actually was just under 8lbs, imagine that and she did not show a thing. So now with me. I had a routine checkup, and the doctor found a heart murmur and said since I'm almost 60, this was before my birthday in May of course he wanted me to go see a cardiologist and so I did. I had my results in, and the doctor says I have a badly clogged heart valve due to a heart defect I was born with. I guess a couple of our valves have something that look like fangs, and you're supposed to have 3 of these. My valve only has 2, so over the years it clogs. The doctor said it is not a matter of if we're going to rip you open, it is a matter of when. So here I was preparing for open heart surgery, but since I did not have symptoms, he of course wanted to do a stress test. After the stress test he called me in and said that the valve was still getting enough blood flow through, and we will wait until it gets worse. At first, I was like WTF? Why wouldn't you do it now before I have a freaking heart attack. But he explained to me that they like to wait because the valves last around 10 years give or take, and they like you too absolutely need it because if you need one in Ten years you may not be healthy enough for the surgery the 2nd time. So, it made sense. I am getting a 2nd opinion though. So, guys, I have really missed you all. I am back and playing. I apologize again for just vanishing like a jerk and I really should had said something to someone. I really let you guys down. Not that you would guys would want me back in, but I think for now I'll just play for the fun when I can. My daughter is in school again and I do watch my Grandson here and there for her. My name right now is MOCO lol, I was not trying to hide because I know it's easy for people to know who I am. So, as people asked, I was honest with them. 

[Vasylich]

Hi, thank you for being able to tell us all this. I can't imagine how difficult it must have been for you in the events you described. I'm glad to see you here.
Since we are not allowed to have 2 or more accounts, could you tell us what happened to your first account? So that the leaders can understand what to do next.

[Gengis]

If you cant access to your first account, you can write to contact us about it. We wîll sort it out from there.

 

TY for the explanations.

It is nice to see you back.

 

Gengis

Edited August 19, 2025 by Gengis

[phir0x]

We missed you too brother and are happy to see you in good health again.
Welcome back !

[Smashy]

Oh Milfy! I missed you ? I’m so sorry to hear all this. Congrats, Grandpa!!!!!  I guess ima have to come back to play with you again! 

[Caipirinha]

Welcome back, MILF.

 

Sorry for your loss and difficult moments but also congrats for the new baby in the family!

 

Good to see you back!

 

[RedBaird]

No apologies necessary!  When our Regulars and Admins "disappear" we sometimes never know what happened to them!  Thanks for 'sharing' with us.

 

I would have reacted to your post with a  but does not describe the mix of emotions that I have!  ? + ? + ? = ❗

 

Just Checked your MILF account and it is in the "Inactive Member" group and still has level 11.  

Edited August 19, 2025 by RedBaird
Just Checked

[madjimmie]

Yeah I don't think prolonged hiatus gets you kicked, so you're still a member in my eyes, but when your ready to "suit up" we'll see ya ? Welcome back friend

[Shoresy]

We're always here for you milf!

[Cross Marian]

It's good to see you back on server to play and relax with us again.

Sorry to hear about your health issues, I hope the doctors will take good care of you.

And also, congratz on upgrading to "grandpa" status!

[Renegade Pig]

Good to see you back M!Lf , missed you.  And glad things are going better for you now.

 

[Amnz]

Hey M!LF
Sorry for your loss and hard times but really happy for you for being a grand father!
I wish you quick healing and when the time comes see you on the servers!

[noob1]

Jeez - sorry to hear about the tough times but happy to hear about the silver lining of becoming a grandfather! Good to see you on the server and welcome back

[MosesIsComingLookBusy]

Welcome back to the server Milf, nice to see you back! Good luck with everything!

[Peter-]

Love you milf ❤️