Apology and Hope for a Second Chance

[TheRoach]

Dear Fearless Assassins Community,

 

I want to offer my sincere apology for my actions and words during a difficult time back in 2020. Specifically, I regret telling @RainierWolfcastle off in the heat of the moment—it was an emotional and uncalled-for reaction that I truly regret. I understand that my behavior may have caused frustration or disappointment, and I’m genuinely sorry for that. I also acknowledge that submitting my resignation letter back in 2020 was a rash decision. At the time, I was acting on impulse rather than thoughtful reflection. I now realize how much I gave up—being part of this community meant a lot to me, and I deeply regret walking away.

I truly loved being an admin and contributing to the Fearless Assassins community. It gave me a strong sense of purpose, and I was proud to help support and grow something I believed in. I miss being part of that.

I’ve been told by some that I shouldn’t waste my time—or yours—by asking to return or reapply. Still, I wanted to reach out directly and honestly. This community has always meant a great deal to me, and I would be honored to have a chance to come back, contribute positively, and show that I’ve grown from past mistakes. That said, I won’t continue to press the issue or make repeated requests. Out of respect for the community and its leadership, I’ll remain silent on the matter moving forward and won’t post further about it. If anyone wishes to reach out to me on the forums, I’ll be there and would be grateful for the opportunity. Otherwise, I completely understand and respect the decision. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

 

Sincerely,
TheRoach

Edited Wednesday at 10:27 PM by TheRoach