AnneLa
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So beautiful said. I appreciate it very much!! And yeah I also express myself like you do, thats our strenght I think. I miss him like hell....What I said; How he was on the internet he was also in reallife. And now its so quiet arround me....
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What a great gesture!!! I break into tears!!! xxxx
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You where the one he was live chatting with, right? I remember he called your name and you two had fun time together.
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I want to share the music that was with his cremation. For me music is everything. I have choose tracks he liked a lot. The last one you already know, I told before. 1. Craig David - 7 days. This one was his favorite in the days I met him in 2003. He sing the chorus a lot. When I heard that song, it never come on the radio anymore , I think about Raymon. 2. Gotye - Somebody that I used to know. He loved that song! The weekend before he died he sad that many times to me, so offcourse I choose this one. 3. Mitchel Brunings - Redemption song. This guy was in The Voice of Holland in 2013. We saw him and we instantly fall in love with his voice. We got goosebumps. And offcourse the name redemption (verlossing).... 4. R, Kelly - Gotham city. He loved R, Kelly. We sing it a lot when we are driving in the car. So everytime I heard something about R. Kelly I think about Ray. 5. Mr Probz - Nothing really matters. This was his all time favorite. This song he was listening before he makes his last Journey. So off course this one was the last thing we heard on his cremation.
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to you all!! I know that Raymon also appreciate what you all say. I know he see it throught my eyes. xxxxx Anne
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Silver lining was the last movie he saw with me in the night of sunday to monday. I never forget that....
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Dat laatste wat je zegt. Iets soortgelijks stond ook op zijn lint bij de bloemen; "mooie herinneringen vullen de leegte"
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How Raymon was on the internet with people, he also was so in reallife. So you all can say you have known him. He had a good time with you all!!!
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I send you the mail of the card and photo. I cant upload it. There is a small error in the card, but his photo is zo nice. He was such a handsome guy, also from the inside!!!
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Exact asked me for a mourning announcement card of raymon I shall do my best. We have one digital so i think it will soon be on this topic. You see a beautiful picture of Ray...
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cool your ulquiorra picture
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Dont forget his goomba speciality
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Het gaat op en af. Zonder alle lieve mensen om me heen is het niet te doen. Ik ben ook direct hulp gaan zoeken, ga snel naar een psycholoog. Het is niet alleen het rouwen (wat heel lang gaat duren) maar ook al het regelwerk. We hadden een huis samen gekocht (in 2008) en ik wil er perse blijven wonen. Maar ik ga ervoor vechten.
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He was depressed, but he didnt show it. Sadly He couldnt ask for help.
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The last thing he did was listening to this track; Mr Probz - Nothing really matters. ( I looked in history of our laptop) That was also the last song with his cremation. Its hard for everyone. En yeah for me its Hell. I lost my soulmate. There are two reasons for sharing this. To let you all know what happend en also for myself, to spread this. It helps me.
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He also liked you! And Lucky and so many more people!! The last weeks I was sitting next to him en watch him play. I loved to see him play en laught when he makes goomba's. 19 januari I also sits next to him. 1.00 pm I had to go to my work. That was the last time I saw him. Playing ET and he looked peacefully. I think he was already in trance.
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Thnx for showing his profile. I can see he was 19 januari online. It happend about 17.30 uur. He used medication. He thought about it very well. He had no pain with his suicide!! He left me a note. 4 pages. Its so sad that he couldnt ask for help of others. Its so important to talk to people when you having problems. Please let this be al lesson for all of us. He shall not be forgotten. He always be in my heart.
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Het is dus helaas echt waar. Ik kon het ook niet geloven toen ik hem vond. Hij is rustig ingeslapen, hij heeft de juiste dosering en cocktail aan medicatie ingenomen. (hij heeft alles heel goed uitgedacht) Hij heeft geen pijn gehad! Hij heeft een afscheidsbrief achtergelaten. Hij zat al een tijd in een dipje maar ik dacht juist dat hij er weer aan het uit krabbelen was! Ws omdat hij de beslissing had genomen voor zichzelf en hij heeft, achteraf gezien, gewoon afscheid lopen nemen van iedereen door alles voor iedereen te doen en heel hyper te zijn bij anderen. En nu is daar de leegte, Raymon was een man met veel humor was altijd duidelijk aanwezig en haalde streken uit. Op zijn crematie zijn ook 340 mensen geweest. Ook van internet een aantal (van het spel ogame), maar die kende ik ook dus was het makkelijk hen in te lichten.Raymon kon niet meer omgaan met alle ellende om hem heen, zijn werk speelde een grote rol en verder blijven er natuurlijk vragen over. Hij heeft geen hulp kunnen zoeken, dat kon hij blijkbaar niet. Ik weet nog dat Raymon vertelde dat jij posters maakt voor festivals toch?
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its a very huge loss for all of us who know Raymon. He was such a good person, to good for the world. It is to much to tell what happend. We dont see it comming, that he do something like this. (i am sorry for my English) But I gotta miss him now the rest of my life. We shout be, 19 april 2015, 12 years together....And now he is no more. The world has to miss a beautiful person. I want it to share with you all because he loved the game en its players (you all).
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Hi FA members, I have een very sad thing to say to you all. My boyfriend, RaY ingame FA Explo!d, died 19 januari 2015. His real name was Raymon ter Laak. He lived in de the Netherlands. He dont want to live anymore. We are shocked and I miss him like hell. He was loved by everyone.. Grtz to you all and i am so sorry that is told it this way...
