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  1. Hello everyone. My name is Pvt. Parts, or Ryan in real life, not sure if I ever mentioned that before but I'm sure I have. Not sure how many, if any at all, remember me or who I am, but I was somewhat active long ago and a junior(?, new, young, I'm not sure) admin for the FA COD4 servers. I received an email randomly about the fearless assassin's update recently and boy did it send me down memory lane. It brought back so many memories of not only the insane amount of time and fun I had playing COD4, but also my relatively short time as an admin for one of the great servers of the game. If anyone here cares, I'm not quite what sure compelled me to do this, but I wanted to give a small update to those who care at all read this. When I was an admin back in the mid 2010s, I was a very lost teenager/highschool student who seeked validation more than anything. I lied about a lot of things and stretched the truth on more. But yes, I was addicted to painkillers at the time and during such a complex emotional and developmentally confusing time, I was lost and confused in many ways. I had a very good and even privileged home life, growing up I was always better off and maybe upper middle class and had the privileged white boy problems, hence the painkiller addiction. However, I was able to overcome all of that and sort of figure myself out. I got clean from all of my drugs and problems, and while I still have a bit of an addictive personality that runs in my family, I don't do any drugs anymore. Although I love my nicotine via Zyn's lol, I feel much better about myself. Today, I am 25 year old EMT who feels much more confident and secure than I did when I was active all those years ago. Becoming an EMT is never what I had planned, even through my 4 years of undergrad. However, it has taught me a lot about life and myself. It is an incredibly rewarding job, and has a certain honorable feeling that I doubt anything can compare to. I also have a very beautiful and loving fiance to whom I am getting married to later this year, and hopefully starting a family not too long after. Not only that, but we also own a house together! One which we share with our two beautiful cats and one lovable dog. How many 25 year olds can say and accomplish all of that these days? To say I have led an incredibly blessed and grateful life since I lasted logged onto this site is an understatement. Life has been hard and stressful, I can't deny that. But to sit back and count my blessings, I feel I have more than most to be grateful for. Sure I still have my problems and my stress, but that's part of life and being an adult. I have worked two jobs most of my life, I worked hard in all that I did and it has slowly paid off. Like I said, not entirely sure what compelled me to write this out, maybe it is some sort of therapy, or maybe I'm feeling nostalgic for all the time I had as a fearless assassin's admin and member and wanted to give yinz an update. I want to thank LeftWingVixen, Smoke, Spec Ops, lefty, Milli, Thundercats, raskin, sonofdoc, Audrey, snipegirl, chameleon, daredevil, and I'm not even sure how many others. I'm sure most, if not all, of you are gone by now, but you made my time here on this site and the COD4 servers a hell of a lot a fun. Anyways, thanks for reading my short update, even though none of you may remember me. Pvt Parts, over and out.
  2. Just got my laptop today, will look into installing cod 4 on it sometime soon so i can get back into the servers

  3. Senior project is done, now the only thing left is graduation.

  4. Pvt. Parts

    Life

    So, i dont know if anybody will read this but here i go. As i talked about in my previous blog, I used to be addicted to pain pills due to a long lasting injury that i got hooked on just from being on them for so long and eventually self medicating for my mood swings. But as of today, i am one year and one month clean and to me that is a HUGE milestone. Since i got clean, i took up working out to occupy my time and i have seen some tremendous gains. When i started working out I weighed a measly 138 pounds and standing 6 foot 1 inch tall. I put my whole self into working out and gained almost 30 pounds in three months which was great to me. It has changed my life for the better in ways i couldn't have even imagined and i cant see myself not exercising and taking health important. Not only have i grown physically but i also grown mentally that has made me a better person. As of right now i weigh 164 pounds and im trying to stay around there because i pole vault with 165 pound pole and i just feel good using that pole and if i gained more weight, moving me to a heavier pole, i feel i wouldnt do as well as i am right now (probably just a mental thing though). Another thing is before i started lifting was that girls never really paid much attention to me, i guess because of drugs and i was really skinny but now that i have some weight to me, they seem interested. Weird right? (lol) The strange thing is however, i feel like no woman is worth my time just because of my attitude towards life is drastically different than most people my age and they just wont work well with me. I have been talking to this girl for a while now that i feel has been worth my time and i can definitely see myself with this woman long term, but there is big problem with our situation. When we started talking, she just got out of a year long relationship a month before and she recently told me that she feels as if we jumped into things too quick, which we kinda did. Not only that but we are graduating next month and i will be going to a college thats about 3.5 hours away and she is staying home to attend a local college. We talked about everything and we decided its probably best to not start a relationship just to have it ruined by distance and not being able to see each other often. I said we could try to work it out but she just did not want to get in another relationship and have her feelings hurt in the end, which i completely understand but it just hurts so damn much. I felt like i found someone that can be there for me and support me through everything and vice verse but it just isnt working out how i would like it. I guess you can say that its depressing me a little and i've been in a funk since we decided that. As i mentioned before i am senior in high school and a graduation requirement is senior project which i have been finishing up in the past few months and it has been placing a huge amount of stress on me. Tomorrow however, I give my presentation on it, giving a 15 minute speech in front of panel of judges who basically decide my fate, which as you can imagine is placing a lot of stress on me but i will feel relieved after its all over. With all this stuff that is happening and things that are not going how i would like it really suck, I just gotta keep on moving forward. But hey, thats life.
  5. Our boys team placed first in the county! of course there was big celebration after :P

    1. Raskin

      Raskin

      Congrats! Fun

  6. Hit a PR in javelin and pole vault. 137' 5" for jave and 11'6" in vault. County Champs here I come!

    1. Raskin

      Raskin

      good job...good luck ahead

    2. Sonofdoc
  7. Hello F|A! I know i havent been on much lately and im trying to make efforts to do so, but ive decided to stop by once again. I just wanted to say if any of you are interested in where i come from (Im not sure why you would but there are people who like learning about different places of the world) you can watch Friday Night Tykes Steel country in a few days. No im not trying to advertise the show lol i just love where i come from and i like to share. Sure the show is focused around mighty mites football, but thats how life is around here, football. Not only that but it looks somewhat inspiring to see how many greats came from this area. The narrator summed it up pretty well "In Texas football is religion, but in Beaver County Pennsylvania...football is life.) I love where i come from and being able to watch a football game whether it be highschool, professional, or peewee, its always exciting to see how serious we take the sport.
  8. It's not about what you get it's about who you are becoming
  9. Havent been able to make many appearences lately because I didnt realize how much time school would be taking up or how much life would change for me. Ill try to show up more often

  10. Well considering my highschool broke our 23 game losing streak in a huge upset, i'll be curing my hangover lol. Lots gatorade and aspirin for me today
  11. A friend of mine and star runnng back for Aliquippa sadly diagnosed with Leukiema #24Strong

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    2. Raskin

      Raskin

      Sorry... hoping for best for your friend

    3. Joshmeister

      Joshmeister

      Sorry to hear. My cousin died of neuroblastoma... I hope your friend does get better

    4. Pvt. Parts

      Pvt. Parts

      Thank you guys they said he is going to fully recover

  12. blahh finally quit one of my jobs

  13. Have some Italians over for San Rocco, they don't even speak english lol

  14. Pvt. Parts

    Tumblr

    i have one but some of you may not find it too appealing. hewdew.tumblr.com
  15. Workin two jobs now so that means even less time on server/forums

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