First of all i will tell things in a really random order so stay with me.
Just by telling my first name you can find me on social media and im not sure if i want that so plenty of greetings from HenQ! I am fenno-ecuadoriano (if thats spelled right). I spoke only spanish to when i was 7yo, after that my parents broke up due to domestic violence. I know this is abit akward joke but ay breaking the ice! If you search a certain size of... Lets say mens equipment ecuadorians are the strong second of the world XD. The avrage height of an ecuadorian man is about 168cm, yet i am 192cm tall. Tallest man on both sides of my family. (I will hopefully be able to add a profile pic after this post, so you will possibly see your fisrt finnish-ecuadorian person. If someone cares :c)
To know me abit over my comfort on the internet, a big part of how i function in every day life depends on my mental problems. My diagnosis are: bipolar disorder, schizoaffective disorder, depression and post traumatic disorder. Even with out saying, these are not "light" diagnosies. Yet ive been told by many people that i dont seem like a person with all that. And that triggers me becouse what kind is a person with these then? I dont belong in any box imo. My illness bloomed when i was 15-16yo, i was on this camp and didnt sleep for 3 days and guess what, got my first psychosis. Ive had those about 5-6 times. I was told by a doctor that after all of those im Lucky to not have braindamage. Hehe psychosis hitted a 0. Obviously ive been on a mental asylum many times, but the worst is that after one night of sleep there, my psychosis is over and i need to be there for 2 weeks with people who are a bit... Welp insane. On my last visit to the mental hospital i met the Mother of my son. She has dyed blue hair (not emo and doesnt call her self a gamer grill) and has what ever room she enters gasping. I call her eyes "space eyes", they are a stunning green and yellow mix with pattern that looks like stardust (ive seen the pattern in space on google images). Her smile at midsummer on the middle of a calm lake, just the two of us in a Rowing boat, will stay in my mind so clear for the rest of my life. All of that is just the surface. She understands me better than i do myself, shows her love every day, so deeply. Takes care of me, makes amazing food and i could 4 reel () go on and on with this. I love her more than video games, more than life. She is very artistic, has done lot of great Electronic music, amazing paintings. She started League of Legends on her first own computer with my guidance about 9 months ago and is now better in the jungle than me :D. (ive played since 2013). Our son is sleeping on my lap right now, as im writing all this. He is "la luz de mi vida". Every morning when i get to the livingroom, put some music and look him in the eyes, he smiles so bright that i cant be depressed. At under 6 weeks old he played with a Ball. He is now abit under 3 months old and ive been calling him Nitro.
I have some experience with different martial arts and i bet i could kick you dowm with (translated to english) "horse kick" no but for real, in my trainings if a small person is my pair on training this kick, they fly away XD
Overall i'd say that ive came through alot of shit but here i am, a cheerful person with the most stupidly genious jokes. I'll round it up here with the questions on the opening post.
First name: Call me HenQ
Any sort of Nickname?: -
What country are you from?: Finland
Are you a Parent?: Yes
How many siblings do you have?: 5
What's your shoe size?: 47-49
What do you do for a living?: mental illnes
Greatest Fear?: high places
Most Exciting thing you've ever done?: my son
Most embarrassing thing you've ever done?: too many to tell
First thing you look for in a new friend?: does he respect me back
Farthest you've been from home?: idk
What brought you to the Fearless Assassins servers/forum?: to the servers i went just becouse it has alot of players. Forums to contact smiley about a config
Cat or Dog?: own a cat but want a dog once i can get us a house from the countryside (my Dream)
What are your hobbies?: video games, karate, hapkido and umm i guess thats it
What kind of Sports do you like?: ones involving martial arts or gaming xd oh and hokey if Finland is the world champion that year
What's your favorite color?: Wine Red or purple
How about your favorite type of music?: Electronic with nice melody and BOM BOM BOM BUUM BOM BOM
Favorite Song?: The calling (Da tweekaz remix)
What's your favorite TV show?: Rick & Morty or Lucifer
What kind of movies do you like? (Scary, comedy, drama etc): a movie that leaves me a feeling
Favorite Movie?: not sure
Favorite Book?: Silmarillion
What do you like most about yourself?: My honesty in any group of people.
What do you hate most about yourself?: My face shows everything i think
What makes you very happy?: my sons smile
What makes you very sad?: usually my childhood
What's your favorite beverage?: Pepsi Cherry or Mowntaindew
What you're favorite food/snack?: chili con carne by me
Favorite actor/Actress?: cant remember name
Favorite season? Why?: fall and cuz i like to wear layers of clothes and be "dapper"
Favorite subject in school?: history or PE
Favorite thing to learn about?: controlling and living with my illness so i guess improving my self that way
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?: ECUADOR
What are your top three games of all time?: Wolfenstein ET, Halo/r6 siege and maybeeee league or smite
Besides shooters, what is your favorite genre of gaming?: MOBA
Name one game in your collection you'd be embarrassed to tell your friends about:dont have
How many games do you own?: dont know
Do you play console?: on gfs xbox one i play cod or GTA and on my 360 i play halo and r6 vegas 2
What platform do you spend most of your gaming on? (PS, Xbox, Steam, Android etc): steam and Android i guess.
What's your favorite internet site (That is not FA ;P): youtube