Don't worry about it too much bro, I know it hurts now but time will help. In the long run shes done you a favour, you really wouldn't want to spend the rest of your life with someone like that would you?
Best of luck to your aunt.
/cg_bobup 0
/cg_bobyaw 0
/cg_bobpitch 0
/cg_bobroll 0
/cg_runpitch 0
/cg_runroll 0
Enter those commands into the console, or put them in your config if you have one which I doubt as you say you're new to ET.