Most of you know at least the older members not so the newer ones will know me. Some of you might not like to see this but I need to say it. I'm not looking for attention i'm coming hear to say this because I regret what I did and I want to say it because it is the least I can do.
I regret the way I acted after leaving it was childish and immature I don't know what drove me to do such a thing the things I did and what I did made me lose a lot of people that I considered friends. The reasons why I left were stupid. I let down a lot of people those two months, the people that helped me to get to where I got to, the people that stood up for me because of my age all for me to let them down. I understand why people took it badly I understand why people felt bad after seeing how I acted on the server because all they did was help me an and actually I learnt a lot while being the clan those months from the people in the clan and all I did was throw it back in there faces. It has taken me time I disappeared and as I said some people might not like seeing me post this but I knew it had to be done for people to know that as much as it seemed like I through it back in there face I took there advice and have used it. I know I let down a lot of people and I burned a lot of bridges and I know it will take more than this to make it better but I want to. I regret pretty much everything that I did and how I treated the clan and how I acted on the servers. I deserved what I got and I don't expect people to forgive me I just want people to know that I am sorry for the things I did and how I acted. I also want to say thank you to the people who helped me I know I didn't say it and those people might look back and think why did I help that immature little s**t and I will understand that.
I am sorry and I regret everything, I didn't come here looking for attention I came here to fix what I destroyed, I came here because something in me told me that I needed to do this.